Monday, February 05, 2007

the drugs and fake ambition have been helping me to hide.

but it's the endless television that has kept me inside



i can't feel a thing
utter contempt for all that is human
a simple routine and a monotonous life
and the medication
oooh yes
and the medication
this inhibiting inebriation
without it i'm a swelling, twitching animal
subject to a syndrome
with it i'm an emotionless shell of negativity
pilgrim of purgatory
i need a breakdown
but i can't
the pills won't let me
but in the end i guess i'd rather feel nothing at all
than what i felt before i started on them
damned as i am
damned as i'm not
story of my life



i started reading the bible
over the years of bible study i've maybe read about an 8th of it at most
this time i'm going from beginning to end
whether you believe in it or not, i think everyone should read all major religious texts
atleast for clarity and understanding
where i'm going with this?
i'm not so sure
haha
i'm not sure about anything anymore



i've come to the conclusion that alcohol is one of the worst evils in this world
some might find that funny coming from me
a person notorious for his drunken antics
and corrupting the minds of his peers with promises
of better times simply by drinking alcohol
slow the fuck down, dammit
stop
it's not that great
it really isn't
and it shouldn't be a way of life


the world makes fools of us all
and life makes us all into hypocrites

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